It is such a wonderful relief to finally be able to totally forgive someone that I have honestly, truely hated for about 4 years now. We had our problems with each other, but this person made my life miserable for 2 years, but since we've both grown up, we are able to talk now, and I'm finally able to forgive. It's such a good feeling to see their name and not hate them anymore. WOOOOOO!
Anyways, My Husband better watch out, cause I'm super baby hungry since I'm watching my neices today, and I have little Izzy. She was born on November 17, so she's just a wee one, and it's making me really baby hungry. I know how the conversation will go...and I won't win, cause I know he's right, but it's still fun to bring it up. I'm a mean wife, and I tell him I'm pregnant all the time, even though we both know I'm not. It's fun....but I should probably stop, cause then when I am pregnant, he won't believe me....humph! Oh well. Enough about babies, I'm gonna get some people's hopes up...mothers! 
Lately I've been trying to figure out how I can get go back to school...without having a job to pay for it. I know I can get a loan, but I don't want to do it that way. I get so overwhelmed with the loans we do have (car, and his student loans) that when I think about adding another one, I feel like crying. I'm such a baby when it comes to stuff like that. I'm hoping that I'll qualify for grants....but I guess we'll see when we get our taxes back so I can fill out a fafsa. This may sound weird, but I actually miss having homework and stuff. It would give me something to do when I have done all the cleaning, and laundry...haha, like that ever gets all the way done, but oh well. I would like to have something to fall back on, in case something happens to my husband, knock on wood. And I would like to feel like I'm actually doing something to contribute to our life. Since we've been married, I don't know how many times I've broken down because I feel worthless when it comes to money. I hate spending it when I'm not helping bring it in. UGH...MONEY SUCKS! We're doing just fine with what we have, but I sure wish I could help....it would just make me feel better! oh...and that's part of the reason I want a baby right now....so it would keep me company while I'm home alone all day. haha...but...oh well. I have to wait...which I'm okay with, cause I don't think I'm ready to give up my time with my husband. oh...I'm so torn! 
yeah, you better watch that baby hungry stuff! you think you're broke now...wait until you have a baby to take care of! LOL....not that I don't want you to have a dozen or so for me to spoil, but....on this one Vic is probably right!
ReplyDeleteI hope you can go to school, that would do so much for you.
Are you going to post your hair cut pix on here?